Love’s breath, love’s touch, love’s tender kiss.
Without you, this is something I’d forever miss,
For it is I that has fallen, yes it is true,
Deeply and madly in love with you.

Life’s journey, that took me through good and bad,
Had led me astray, feeling lonely and sad.
But love’s warmth, a feeling that I never knew,
Took over with everything that I feel for you.

For it is you who is always the one on my mind,
And you are the one that I could never leave behind.
For I’ve given my heart completely to you,
And believe that we have a life to pursue.

You are everything I could ever want or need,
I believe in our future, and I know we’ll succeed.
My true love, my Mea, please come with me,
Shed our burdens, build new hopes, and let us be free.

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- Written: 20th July 2008
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Written for my 9 month anniversary with Mea

From the first time we spoke,
I knew you were special,
Even though it took so long,
To understand what I was feeling.

And nine months later, I still don’t know,
The full depth of these feelings.
Because with each day, my heart does show,
That my love grows stronger and deeper.

You are my adorable angel,
Perhaps sent from the heavens above,
To halt my misdirections,
To show me there’s true love.

It feels like we’ve always been together,
Like you’ve been with me from the start.
As the day I met you, my heart became whole,
And I wish we were never apart.

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- Written: 20th July 2008
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Written for my 9 month anniversary with Mea, which sometimes feels like a lifetime, and others, it feels like no time at all.

For you I’d travel anywhere,
I’d venture far and wide,
For my heart always calls out to you,
Showing my love from deep inside.

I wont ever leave you, my life,
My love for you only grows.
I just want to show you how I feel,
Before this love overflows.

I see us when I look forward,
And now I never look back,
Because it’s you that keeps me alive.
Dear Sally, I am your Jack.

You are forever on my mind,
Always just me and you.
Baby, please stay with me forever,
And I’ll show you my love is true.

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- Written: 21st June 2008
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I’ve been looking for so long,
But I could never see,
The one amazing girl to love,
With whom I’m meant to be.

But that all changed when I found you,
From the day we met.
From then I hoped, and it came true,
That my future’d be set.

A smile, lingers upon my lips,
From joy within my heart.
You’ve always been perfect to me,
Even from the start.

Through the times, both good and bad,
I’ll never leave your side.
I never imagined how strongly,
Two hearts could collide.

I want us to be a couple,
To be husband and wife.
To have a family of our own,
To live away our life.

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- Written: 20th February 2008
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I feel this captures what I was trying to do with a previous poem, Dreams Come True. Written for the same day (I know, this one is a bit late :p), but for this one I had my love to write it for, and the other was just about what I was looking for.

To the loved ones who are the driving force behind my recent writings, I hope you know how much you mean to me. You are the reasons why I’m still here, why I’m actually happy, why I’m alive. From the bottom of my heart, I can never thank you enough.

For everyone else, I hope you enjoy what you find here =)

A brief thought of time spent with you,
Brings a smile to my lips.
Love’s warmth, slowly spreading,
From my heart to finger tips.

You make me feel truly special,
You make me feel wanted.
You make me want to keep living,
You make me feel understood.

You helped me think of the good things in life,
And because of you, I’m still here today.
I trust that you will never hurt me,
I trust you with my life.

I want to know if you feel the same,
I want to know if we can ever be.
I want to know if you also see,
Just us, together, you and me.

I’m confused and don’t know what to do,
The love I feel is true.
I love you, I want to tell you,
But I just don’t know how.

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- Written: 29th October 2007
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But no matter how hard
I did seek,
Words came out harsh and
Never sleek.

But the three I found,
Do hold true,
And those three words were
I love you.

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- Written: 17th October 2007
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So hold me closer, my dear,
So I can whisper in your ear,
I love you baby, oh so much,
And my skin tingles from your touch.

Your lips on mine, is so divine,
A shiver runs right down my spine,
For together we can be set free,
Nothing matters, but you and me.

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- Written: 18th April 2007
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You have given me so much hope
And through your words you reached so far,
For it is everything you do
That defines who you really are.

You make me feel happy,
When all I felt was sadness.
You make me feel strength,
When all I felt was weakness.

You make me feel wanted,
When all I felt was ignored.
You make me feel loved,
When all I felt was abandoned.

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- Written: 14th February 2007
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This may sound unfinished, and I guess that’s because it is. But I can’t finish it at the moment until I truly know what it is I’m writing about here.

For a darkness from my past
Had returned to me,
My blade had taken over,
Death was all I’d see.

It was you who I found but
Only just in time,
To save me from myself and
To stop my last crime.

You helped me to stop and see,
Made me realize,
That the way to get through this
Was not my demise.

For you I put down this knife,
I won’t try again,
You have helped so much to show
The cure’s not my pain.

After everything you’ve seen,
Knowing what I’ve done,
It just means so much to me
That you didn’t run.

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- Written: 3rd January 2007
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To my family who hid, you never did know,
Even when I let all these old scars show,
You were blind to the truth, you never could see,
The fake that replaced what once was me.
So I gave up waiting for you to come around,
For this smile masks one who was never found,
And because of this I never wanted you to stay,
I put all my effort into pushing you away.

To the people I let in, though you number few,
I always treasured my time spent with you.
Those were times I was happy, or let misery show,
And when you were there for me my love did grow.
For with you I felt whole, I felt finally free,
I was never afraid to let go, to just be me.
For the truth you were told, but still you did stay,
Until I fell too far and pushed you away.

To those that saw the truth, but didn’t want to believe,
Don’t let this burden you, I wanted to deceive,
Don’t get stuck on the what ifs, for it would hurt me more,
For if you could’ve changed things, you would’ve done before.
I hate to do this to you, and I hate what I’ve become,
But I know of nothing else so I shut it all out and run.
I don’t want to do this, but I can no longer stay,
I must free myself from this lie, and just drift away.

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- Written: 27th November 2006
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With death on my mind and tears in my eyes,
I hate how my whole life has become one big lie.

With a blade in my hand and tears in my eyes,
All I want to do is leave this life behind.

With the blood flowing freely and tears in my eyes,
I begin to regret my decision to die.

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- Written: 27th November 2006
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- Written: 16th November 2006
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